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| partay!!! |
| 09.05.04 (6:41 am) [edit] |
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i dunno what to say
drank last night for the first time...got a good buzz goin...hehe not that anyone cares, but i think its amusing thatr i drank...
brittany
later
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| partay!!! |
| 09.05.04 (6:41 am) [edit] |
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i dunno what to say
drank last night for the first time...got a good buzz goin...hehe not that anyone cares, but i think its amusing thatr i drank...
brittany
later
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| blah blah blah |
| 06.08.04 (5:28 am) [edit] |
So they put up the cast lists...
I'm a townsperson in Our Town, and I'm also one of two assistant directors... cool I guess.
I also tried out for dance squad and made it, which is pretty interesting in itself...
just wanted to stop and tell you guys...
<3 always and forever,>
Brittany :D
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| Seems our day keeps falling on a leap year... |
| 06.03.04 (4:49 am) [edit] |
Hey hey hey...
In school again. What else is new?
I wish I could just tell Matt and get it over with.
I [i]also[/i] wish that they would just put up the fall cast lists already. I [i]did[/i] ask Mrs. Hoffman yesterday when they were going up, and she said today. They usually go up 3rd block, so by the time I'm out of A lunch and going to "chorus" (it's not really chorus anymore...just study hall), they should be up. Thinking about it, I should have made it. I'm going to be a senior, I really hope they put me in. I [i]also[/i] just hope I get a good part. Let's see, the cast lists are for Our Town and the drama competition. I'd love to get the part of Emily (older of course), but that will probably go to Meredith, considering she's the best girl in our grade. I really hate that she gets all the parts all the time. Correction, I really hate that she gets all the [i]GOOD[/i] parts all the time. I love her to pieces and we've been friends since 8th grade, but I'd really like to beat her out for once. I hope that doesn't sound rude, because I don't want it to. It's just that you'd have to be really spectacular to beat her out, so it'd be an incredible accomplishment on my part...or anyone else's part for that matter. It doesn't help that she's the principal's stepdaughter, so everyone thinks that's why. To tell the truth, I think the same thing on occasion, but it's so funny how I hate that she gets all the parts, but yet I'm so quick to defend her if people say that it's fixed, and when [i]I[/i] think it's fixed I try to keep it to myself. Whoa. I hope that made sense. It didn't make any to me. lol Oh well. I get what I get. There's still the spring musical (we're doing The Music Man), but she'll still probably get the lead anyway. From what I've heard she doesn't even want the lead, she wants the mother, so maybe I'll be in luck...? Oh well. I'm still practicing all summer. Hehehe. :D
<3 always and forever,>
Brittany :wink:
AIM: outthewindow03
daratai@yahoo.com
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| im so freakin bored |
| 06.02.04 (5:03 am) [edit] |
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hey hey hey people
I'm in school right now...I'm supposed to be doing a project, butcha know...that's ok. I realize how much of a depressing person I am by reading my last blog. Wow. Anyways.
I saw Raising Helen. It was pretty funny. I love Kate Hudson, she's such a good actress, and really pretty too.
I dunno what to say.
My life's pretty boring.
Oh this guy I like (oh my god how juvenile do i sound now?)...he asked me who "the man" in my life is right now. It's him, but I couldn't tell him. Cause I'm a loser. Yup. lol That's pretty much it. He def knows I like him too. He just wants me to tell him. And I never can. I know he's just a total flirt too, and nothing will ever happen between us, cause I'm not that lucky.
Ok forget the sad sappy stuff. (woohoo! alliteration!)
Anyway.
The fall cast lists are supposed to go up today. I really hope i got a good part. It's gonna be my senior year and if I don't I'll really feel like a failure...Oh god here I go again. Being depressingly morbid. Muahahaha. lol
We did the talent show on Friday, and it rocked. More on that later cause I don't feel like typing it...Ask questions if you really wanna know.... :D
Yeah so Jess told me I don't seem to care about everything, and then took it back...saying that she had PMS. PMS my ass. She was trying to get a point across, and that's the way she does it. Trust me, I know. We're best friends. You know what else? I think she seriously is pissed at me cause I didn't tell her I liked Matt. I thought she would yell at me! Cause I know I shouldn't like him, so I didn't tell her!! And now I think she's pissed. She acted like she was, but she was also acting like she was joking. But I know she is.
Speaking of seniors.
They're all leaving Friday for Disney. And [i]I'm[/i] stuck here for the next week. It really sucks that most of my friends are seniors, including Jess and Kat. This blows. I guess that's the way it works though huh? You become good friends with the seniors in your junior year, and then they leave, and you stay friends with them, but you learn to be independent and/or be friends with the people in your grade. Oh well.
Congratulations to the Graduating Class of 2004.
Of Wallenpaupack Area High School.
And anywhere else that wants to feel included.
I'll miss you more than any of you will ever know.
Or want to know for that matter.
<3 always and forever,>
Brittany :)
P.S. In the pic above, I'm the redhead...but that pic's from this summer. My hair's a diff shade of red now.
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| wow its been a while |
| 05.08.04 (9:58 pm) [edit] |
so whats up you guys...it has been a while...
So I went to prom, without a real date. It didnt suck, even though some people need to grow the fuck up. Excuse my language, but its true. Anyways...it did make me sick seeing all these people with dates, and i didnt dance one slow dance with a guy at all. Yup I'm guy repellent. It blows.
Speaking of guys, I think i should just quit liking them, because i always like them at the wrong times. Like now for instance. I shouldnt like seniors because theyre graduating...and everybody in my grade is either my friend or just plain sucks. Except...well...this one guy...I've liked him in all honesty for 6 years...he knows but he doesnt. Ive told him, but i dont think he recognizes it. I love him more than he even realizes, and it kills me.
well night for now...
<3 always and forever,>
brittany :)
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| so hey |
| 03.18.04 (7:51 am) [edit] |
just checkin in to let you guys i havent forgotten about you....
<3 always and forever,>
brittany
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| sweet website |
| 02.22.04 (7:32 pm) [edit] |
i highly suggest you guys all go here:
[url=]
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<3 always and forever...>
brittany :wink:
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| sigh boredom |
| 02.22.04 (6:20 pm) [edit] |
so i fixed my blog sorta...
i gotta fix it and make it even better now....
i think im shopping for a new prom date...so yeah....anybody wanna be my date to prom...and hey i think its on my birthday this year so you can make it extra special that way...lol
<3 always and forever>
Brittany :wink:
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| so yeah again... |
| 02.22.04 (3:10 pm) [edit] |
i hate that i cant read my blog...dammit.
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| so yeah |
| 02.22.04 (3:10 pm) [edit] |
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| blah blah blah |
| 02.01.04 (6:36 pm) [edit] |
i dont have much to say...except that im a total spaz.
didnt mean to do that.
oh well.
just sayin hey and i havent forgotten you guys...
im just at kats...ttyl guys
love forever and always
britt
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| blah blah blah |
| 02.01.04 (6:34 pm) [edit] |
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| [b]Tis Amazing.[b/] |
| 01.07.04 (9:24 am) [edit] |
So I have a prom date. [i]This[/i] is [i]really[/i] interesting. And amazing. Considering no one really likes me ever....
I'm in school again. I know this is all illegal and stuff (for them), but whatever. I could care less honestly...
[b]Here's an ad:[/b]
Please check out the links. I added a few new ones for your enjoyment lol...
[b]Here's another:[/b]
Honestly, can you guys help me out a bit? I really wanna get my blog featured but you need like 250 tbucks or something. I know its not that good, but I really want it featured anyways, can you guys donate to my cause if you like my blog? Or at least if I get a lot of tbucks then I can make it better, [i]and[/i] get it featured. Well thanks for your help if you can...
Oh and if you have any suggestions for my blog, please feel free to message me or email me...
daratai@yahoo.com
AIM: outthewindow03
[b]<3 Always and Forever>
Brittany :P [/b]
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| more christmas presents |
| 01.04.04 (1:55 pm) [edit] |
sooo...
im at dad's again for today.
i gotted my christmas present/s from him too. that was our whole reason for coming today. guess what he bought us? a new computer! :D how sweet is that?! we got some software for it too...a game collection, encyclopedia britannica, and esp for me, i got music match...its so cool...way better than windows media player, but alas, the comp comes with that too...so i told my brother i want my music match jukebox and he can have his media player. dad was like, it looks like next im gonna hafta get you an mp3 player for this huh? i was like, yeah!
so its cool... 8)
but anyways...on the downside...(which i should have given first....*sigh*)...
blah blah blah!
i've always wanted to hafta choose between 2 guys...but now that i have to...(im making it more of a big deal than it really is, quite honestly...i dunno if either of them even like me, although they do act like it...)...i dont want to anymore...ive tried listing the pros and cons of each guy (im not saying who they are...im sure they can figure it out anyway...) but its too hard...oh well
<3 always and forever...>
britt :)
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| oopsie |
| 01.02.04 (10:09 am) [edit] |
didnt mean to italicize everything
i dunno how that happened
oh well
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| boredom rots |
| 01.02.04 (10:02 am) [edit] |
well...this is interesting.
absolutely nothing is happening...
except Danyel is on...(surprise, surprise) lol jk...love you MAN(haha.."first of all i am a woman")
anyway...
so is chris..ok well he just disappeared...and josh...yay! were never on at the same time..so this is a first
geez i havent talked to chris in a million years...i have to remember to mail him the thingy i need to mail him...so he'll leave me alone about it...well he hasnt been bugging me that much...but whatever...
maybe if josh comes back hell bloody tell me that thing theyre hiding from me. dammit i wanna know!...
<3 always and forever...>
esp...danyel
lisa
josh
kris
chris
and i guess anyone else who decides to read my journal....but i dont think even these people do...so whatever...
britt
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| Son of a Bitch |
| 12.31.03 (11:49 pm) [edit] |
ok i definitely just typed out a whole blog.
and it disappeared because of the bloody thing i just clicked on.
i
am
SO
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STUPID[/i]
!!!
im def not typing it out again so ill just sum it up.
list of things that im so not writing again...lol:
*Happy New Year!
*Merry Christmas!
*i asked for a PS2 and a keyboard from my dad for christmas...didnt get his presents yet....mom said im getting a keyboard either way...
*Danyel and Josh are keeping something from me....i think i know what it is...or at least what i [i]hope[/i] it is :wink:
*i dunno what else...
*dammit.
<3 always and forever...>
...esp you...you know who you are...or youre unsure whether its you or not...which it probably is...unless youve completely screwed me over in the past....then its def not...haha this all makes sense to me...and to you if you get it now...?
britt 8) :lol:
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| Unfortunate Circumstances. |
| 12.19.03 (9:44 am) [edit] |
So I've come to the realization that my blog just plain straight out sucks. Yup. That's it. Stinky Poo Poo. (Thank you, thank you. Copyright Mr. Krush)
I've also come to the realization (a long long time ago mind you), that boys are also Stinky Poo Poo. Yes, that's right. Boys are. Men...ok yeah. They are also members of the Stinky Poo Poo club. And go figure. Today. At this current time. In my life. Boys are the Stinky Poo Poo Club Members of the Month. HAHAHA.
THUS.
I shall not talk about them oN HeRe for as much as I can.
Which I can betchyou is gonna be vewwy vewwy hard.
Considering they suck.
So...
Is that better? Does my blog not suck anymore? I hope not. I better improve it...once I raise up enough tbucks I wanna enter my blog to be featured so more people will hit it up. Problem is?? The problem is the fact that featuring costs like more than I have. Which at this point is 51. And I need 199 more. Stinky Poo Poo. AHAHAH...I like that...
Unintelligible laughter. Wow, big word. Who's smart now?...Not me.
Anyways.
This is becoming pretty much just for me. Since no one seems to care. No one comments or comes here anymore. :( (Yes, yes, you fools...pity me.) So basically I'm only talking to myself on here anymore. GreEeEaAt. How stupendous. My own musings to myself. That should be my new title. But NO! I like mine just fine right now thank you very much. If I change it probably forget anyway.
SO THERE.
Dammit now I'm arguing with myself.
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| wow i feel loved. |
| 12.19.03 (9:10 am) [edit] |
so since ive been here last...ive gotten only one message and no posts...and its been a while...
that message was from the freakin system...fuck the system i say...haha not really...not this system anyway because we all know how good its been to us.. :D ok enough sucking up and down to real crap thats been happening since i was at dads a couple weeks ago...
um...well i dont know if i mentioned the fact that i found out that the douchebag cheated on his gf with more than one girl...and one of those girls was the freakin sophemore whore....that ive hated since i was like in fifth grade dammit...we dont talk anymore but whatever.....i still hate her...and now i found out hes going out with her.....whatever apparently hes gonna dump her and he promised he wouldnt "do her"...yeah thats right douchebag...i find out everything. so anyway....that didnt make me very happy and now im thinking about whether i should just tell him off next time i talk to him or not...or remember the good times and keep talking to him...fuck the good times im leaning towards the other way....
anyways....my freshman....teehee...im so obvious and i think he knows i like him but all people that know us and know i do think hes just dense and doesnt know...besides my dearest friend tells me he likes someone else....we contemplated changing my name from brittany to hers so hed get confused....and then hed like me...YAY!! :lol: but i highly doubt that would work...but then again he [i]is[/i] super dense...so whatever..
haha did i mention that im writing this in school...i wonder if it could get me in trouble...its so funny watching joe rock out on the keyboard with his headphones on cuz i cant hear it...and every so often hell lean over and hit a key on mine...(were in the midi lab..)
oh!!
lisas not here today...
well ima gonna go
ttyl
<3 always and forever>
Brittany
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| Fun Fun. |
| 11.30.03 (12:33 pm) [edit] |
im still at dads although we are leaving soon...
i semi finished my research paper..now i just need 2 more non internet resources to use and add to it...then im done! whoopee!! :D
people are really confusing...im really worried about erik.
i hope hes doing alright with his problems with steph...i know he loves her...i hope he also knows im here for him when he wants to talk about it...cuz im his [i]friend[/i]...and thats what [i]friends[/i] do... :(
chris is confusing as well...he doesnt talk to me for forever...and now he messages me first...which is cool, but i feel like he semi cares now...maybe he just thinks the email i sent him about adam wanting to meet him and me liking him a lot a lot a lot and me not thinking he likes me was super duper interesting...i wonder what he thinks of it...he never told me...i dun even know if i wanna ask him... :?
dad has been semi annoying this weekend...giving me semi attitude...so i give it back...
um
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oh ill give another song or a few....this one i wrote and i really like it:
the things that she does for him hell never acknowledge
her invisible deeds retracing his dreams
unthinkable thoughts hidden back where the roses grow
hell choose to see the signs leading him elsewhere
*chorus*
and the rain on the window pane
slowly it drifted down
as did the tears that she cried
and the salt a familiar taste
slowly shed fade away
to a place far from the lies
fairytale wonderland
she gathers her thoughts and she writes a love letter
reminders of what he needs and what she can give
oh shes dotting her t's and crossing her eyes now
forever attached to a time etched deep in her mind
*chorus*
in her kingdom, the fairies, they fly
and the stars, always shine, way up in the sky
there she rules, and she stays, and never will die
what a glorious place, made up in her mind
in her mind in her mind
*chorus x2*
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i love that one...
leave a comment about it or my life..i like them lol
well thats all the time i have for today...not that any of you care about my life anyway...
heres some contact info if you do:
AIM: outthewindow03
Email: daratai@yahoo.com
<3 always and forever.>
brittany :wink: 8)
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| an amazing development. |
| 11.29.03 (7:02 pm) [edit] |
yup...still at dad's...
so...this is interesting....this just in from the world of brittany...
last night guess who messaged me?....lets see refer back to the message i left on 10*25*03 @ 10:08 pm....
see i knew youd get it...so i guess were all good now....im not really mad at him anymore i suppose, but i dunno....i guess its good that were friends again...im actually really quite happy about it...ive been waiting for such a long time for him to message me, so i could be like...fuck you i hate you leave me alone you ruined my life..you know? but the first thing he basically did was admit he was an asshole...which made me not hate him anymore i guess...i guess im just a sucker for people admitting when theyre wrong...especially when theyre really wrong...he got into a car accident yesterday...he wore a seatbelt and he never wears a seatbelt and he wonders what possessed him to...im glad he did...but hes not...id kill myself if he died...but he doesnt seem to understand that...i love him as a friend, i love him more than that...but im beginning to deal with the friend thing better everyday...that doesnt mean i still dont cry about it a lot...certain songs set me off...ones that remind me of him then...ones that remind me of him now...ones ive written about him...theres quite a few...but oh well..ill live...its my first broken heart...and im def still nursing it...but it wont be my last...and i have a feeling that hell be there to help me thru all the other ones....this ones just hard for him to help with because hes the one...
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i think im going to start writing songs ive come up with in here...heres a starting one...this is the original one i wrote for him, its not too good but i like it...the musics better than the lyrics...:
i hafta tell you, all the things i never could
so now i tell you, though i still dont think i should
you make me feel the way
no ones ever made me feel before
so please dont leave me, this way
cuz i cant take it anymore
Chorus:
are you even listening when i speak
do you even care that its you i need
im trying not to care what they say
ill always love you anyway
these are the words im trying to make you hear
you hear all the rest
but are these words
falling on deaf ears
we always talked about the things we hope to be
and i know you were listening then but right now are you listening to me
i wanna scream at the top of my lungs cuz i dont know what to do
and i know that at other times i felt like this before i would just lean on you
Chorus
so now i wait, for you to respond
do you understand where im coming from
youve changed so much, inside of me
youre my shooting star, its not hard to see
so now i wait, for you to respond
do you understand where im coming from
are you even listening when i speak
do you even care that its you, i need
trying not to care what they say
ill always love you anyway
these are the words im [i]struggling[/i] to make you hear
you hear all the rest
but are these words...
*same thing again*
you hear all the rest
but are these words
you hear all the rest
but are these words
you hear all the rest
but are these words
falling on deaf ears
oooh oooh deaf ears
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any requests? lol tell me what you think...ill include another one next time...whichll prolly be in a lil bit lol
<3always and forever>
brittany :P
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| geez louise....boredom rots. |
| 11.28.03 (3:17 pm) [edit] |
yup still at my dad's...
hey it seems that my blog is being hit up like crazy lately...please leave some comments and stuff...id love to meet some friends...that sounds gay, but whatever...meeting guys would be great too...damn im such a flirt... anyways
blah blah blah
i dunno what to say...
i love lizbif...shes so funny...we have so many dumb jokes...but we tell each other almost everything...or at least i tell her everything i think....
lets see...oh yeah!
i think (continuation/update from a previous entry) a is now def number one on my list ....i wish b was easier to get...but its very doubtful i think....and c...("the faraway love" i think...correct me if im wrong) well c id love to improve things with, but i dont think thats gonna work either...especially since he never talks to me online, emails me back, or calls me, but go figure im talking to him online now so i guess im lucky huh? lol anyways
then there are the numerous other guys i meet online that id love to be with...the ones that live in the state or in like nj or something....but of course all the good guys are so far away and the good ones that are near, well they dont see me....half of the far away ones dont "see me" either...no good guys realize that the good girl for them (or so i think) is sitting right in front of them. i hate it. :oops: :evil: :cry:
brittany :?
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| do da do da |
| 11.27.03 (8:10 pm) [edit] |
im at my dads...
i dont know what to say...
i want a date to the dance...wont anyone take me?
brittany :cry:
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| sorry i uh havent been here in a while... |
| 11.25.03 (8:07 pm) [edit] |
what is up my fellow bloggers?
nmh...bored out of my frickin mind...i couldnt help it, had to say frickin...austin powers is on..dunno which one..so yeah
i hate people, just thought you should all know that...
not everybody, just certain people.
blur blur blur...whats happened recently...oh yes...i like a freshman...is that odd? i believe so...considering:
A)i am a junior
B)my brother is a freshman
C)hes friends with my brother
so it really really sucks...but i like him a lot...i even asked him to the dance (MORP...prom backwards, girls ask the guys...dumb name...i know...it was supposed to be a Sadie Hawkins Dance, but that day is in like march or something so they couldnt), well he said no, but its just cuz he doesnt like dances, not because he doesnt like me, or so i hope...so i feel really dumb, but everyones been really supportive lol, theyre all like "oh you like a freshman?! thats awesome!?.." im like "its not that cool i feel so stupid" so recently i thought i had the whole guy thing rounded down, but i apparently dont...right now i like:
A)"the freshman"
B)"the best friend who leads you on (crazily), but when it comes to seriousness, he doesnt know you're alive"
C)"the faraway love (ok not really love...i just thought it sounded cool)"
D)"the absurd one who screwed you over but youre still in love with the person he once was (i hope you followed that)"
E)laura...she just wanted me to put that
F)"every other guy who doesnt know youre alive"
so yeah it blows right now....i reeeeally want the best friend...lets see...in order it would be: (E)B,A,C,F and fuck D cuz i hate his guts.
so yeah i hope you followed all that...im so complicated...and although blogs are closed i suppose..when you read this feel free to post or message me or something at all...i really do like most people lol
brittany
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